You know what i am learning... (i got that from James White)... I am learning that I need to learn to say 'No.' People ask me to help with stuff alot because I am a reliable person. But what good am I to anybody when I have said yes to so many people I can't do any task with my heart and soul. So then I end up slacking off in the stuff I shouldn't slack off in like studying the Word and studying for school... I am just like my Mother. Which is not nessarcarily a bad thing but I need to find a balance between being involved and being in over my head. This is my last semester in college... I am only taking 10 hours and I think I am busier this semester than I have been in some previous. I seem to be spending so much time doing things that I am running out of the good times where I do nothing but sit around and talk to friends for hours or go over to somebody's house real random like just to hang out... there are people that I really do need to hang out with this semester because if I don't I probably never will... so what do I do... I should probably build the ones I know will last... then there are guys like Matt Altwegg whom I would love to hang out with but whenever I have free time to hang out with people this semester I am hanging out with Kyle or Jeremiah... cause there really hasn't been that much time to hang out with people... seems as though there is always something going on.
I could sit here and say that things will change when i go on active duty but they won't... It is the fact that I get things done that will give me good recomendation and evaluations. I will volunteer for things soon after I get on active duty that will keep me busy on the weekends and weeknights too probably... One thing I can say for certain though... when God decides it is my time to raise a family... that will be my number one job. Nothing will come before it unless i am required by law to do so... anyway... there is my rant and rave for the day

- footprints of Chad, 1:03 AM

---